i've cracked the code, like such as like.

i've cracked the code.

the big bang theory... the davinci code...  the lost city of atlantis... stonehenge...

these are just a few of history's unsolved enigmas. decades of futile explorations without reasonable explanations, these mysteries have proven to be too much for mankind. 

until now.

ladies and gentlemen, 

with the help of my confidant jkrillz, 

i have deciphered the Miss teen South Carolina speech.

you know who you are.

i was awfully mean to you today. i am terribly sorry... <3 these desolate demons i've pushed down deep inside, sometimes get the best of me. thank you SO much for the surprise. its perfect.

dissatisfaction eventually prevails.

new tumblr layout. because i hated my old one. i took about 2 weeks to design/code my old one. this new one took 2 hours. wtf. i was very disgusted wth the amount of pink i added to my old layout. pink overdose gross. i pray and hope i don't get bored of this one. which i most inevitable will. i tried to make it match my blog's layout. like a fucking outfit. i still haven't even finished my blogs layout. ugh. i added a few things here and there. have fun hovering above links ;) i will be adding background music (kinda cheesy but idk) and i will start adding in my "worthy" section in which i will be adding some worthy blogs/websites.

which one do you like more?? yes, i'd love some feedback <3

p.s.

just in case you're wondering what i use to make my layouts:

i ONLY use photoshop CS2 (buy me the latest version plzkthanks)

illustrator CS2

notepad

and alot of html codes that i know by heart or look up.

oh and itunes. for inspirational music. i'm a lame.

ive been dancing with your ghost.

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your light...

is the light of ten sunsets.

but there go my eyes...

burned blue, and opened wide...

-saves the day.

tumblr slumber.

stephiesosexy.tumblr.com

or just click here

i worked really hard on this bad boy.

the layout i mean.

my new tumblr layout.

and my new tumblr.

the theme the coding the graphics and the aggressive ocd that comes with my designs.

what sucks the most though, is that i hate it now. has that ever happened to you? have you ever worked hard and long (:::thatswhatshesaid::) on something and when you're done you hate it?

like on a song? or an outfit? or an essay? or a drawing? or a fucking layout? or any project?

you start off super enthusiastic... this then leads on to you being bombarded with ideas provided by the left side of your brain. the creative side of course. then follows these same ideas coming to life! but during this wonderfully agonizing journey of perfectionism, you are constantly VIEWING the progression of your creation. and yeah, you start adding and removing things here and there. but you are still looking at it. alot. 

i fucking hate it. this happens with every design i do. not just layouts either. photoshoots, room organization, displays, playlists, makeup... etc... 

i am my number 1 competitor and mentor. yet i bore myself to death.

eh. anywhoo i'm still tryna get the hang of this tumblr thing. i will be using it for pics, music, quotes, and such. and i will have my blog for  writing. composing ironic posts such as this one.

add/follow me my hearties!!