♔ s t e p h i e s o s e x y ♔

oh man.

::bows head in shame::

i have been on a HIATUS, haven't i?

sigh. i'm sorry.

life just gets the best of you sometimes.

and so does miami.

i took a trip to my hometown in the gorgeous sunshine state. miami owns my heart and mind. i always achieve such pure mental clarity when in miami. drowning in this grey city of new york, miami is my gasp of fresh air at the surface of this endless ocean... but now i'm back by popular demand ;p and my love for my blog.

during my getaway, i got the chance to bond with my beautiful girlfriends over drinks, laughs, and girl talk. i don't hang out with too many ladies in nyc so this was definitely a great opportunity. most of our girl talk brought to light many aspects of being a female. in between topics such as fellas and fundamentals, we'd always touch base upon beauty. being girls of course, we had alot of input concerning beauty. i was delighted to see how important natural beauty was to each of us.

to me, one of the most beautiful wonders in life, are females.

no homo.

i feel every single woman, big and small, short and tall, light and dark, is naturally beautiful. NATURALLY BEAUTIFUL. i stress emphasis on the blessing of natural beauty. i don't see the need for dissimilation when the reality itself is flawless. why fix what's not broken? us women spend countless hours, dollars, and efforts trying to fix the unbroken. adding removing lengthening shortening siliconing coloring, our judgements are deceived.

everything that "enhances" your image, you can have naturally. everything except for bigger breasts/assets. but every woman is different, so why not embrace our naturally distinguished beauty? when coming upon the fork in the road between fake and natural, i understand the fake path is a smooth ride. the natural path is quite tedious. but let's keep it real ladies, cheap&fast or prosperous&worthy?

i am a naturally tanned, brown eyed brunette. years ago i was an unnaturally tanned, grey eyed blonde. epiphanies come in many shapes and sizes, specially when least expected. well, i have had quite a few of these bad boys. i now embrace my organic self.

you'd be surprised what dedication, patience and nature itself can do for your image... i love au natural. i try my best to embrace my organic self with a few weapons of mass construction:

Just a thought.

Oh how lucidly conniving the human brain can be. The monstrous empire it creates out of a few grains of sand. The endless oblivion that swallows you whole. Effortlessly vanishing without a trace. Such a dark God like POWER shattering you to scabby knees. your glossy eyes searching those careless skies, amidst a silent scream.

Oh how robustly promising this dictator of a mind can be. Mentoring you into ruling a wilderness of sparkling dreams. Holding your vulnerable trembling hand while crossing these crumbling streets… The cool wind beneath your shattered wings… Cradling your blanket covered self, into the promised land.

How insignificant we are to the mind.

Our weapon of mass destruction holding us hostage.

Free yourself and take the reigns. Grab ahold like it’s the end of days…

Oh the fucking irony.

pleasantly un-surprised.

under construction, yet again.

k.i.t

embracing your beautifully organic self.

Nicotine balcony thoughts.